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Country: United States
State: Hawaii
Gender: Female


Interests: Reading, Poetry, Exercise, Martial Arts, Cooking, Dancing
Occupation: Student
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Member Since: 12/31/2002

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Saturday, October 25, 2003

Today was pretty crazy.  There I was in the library contemplating about whether or not I should go on this date...so I went.  I was kind of nervous throughout the entire time, but ironically, I had a great time!  A fine dinner with my favorite wine followed by "Kill Bill"? What can be better than that! True it was pretty simple, but that's what I like...but what really did it was the conversation...what a lovely evening it was.


Thursday, October 23, 2003

I've been wondering what this song meant and I found it :)

First Love -Hikaru Utada

In Your Final Kiss
I Could Taste The Flavor Of Tobaco
It Was A Bitter And Painful Smell

At About This Time Tomorrow
I Wonder Where You'll Be
I Wonder Who You'll Be Thinking Of

You Are Always Gonna Be My Love
Even If Someday You Fall In Love With Someone Else
I'll Remember To Love
You Taught Me How
You Are Always Gonna Be The One
For Now It's Still A Sad Love Song
Until I Can Sing A New One

When I Stop Moving
I Try To Move On
It's Nothing But Things I Don't Want To Forget

At About This Time Tomorrow
I'm Sure I'll Be Crying
And I'll Probably Be Thinking Of You

You Will Always Be Inside My Heart
Because It's A Place That Will Forever Be Yours Alone
I Hope That I Have A Place In Your Heart Too
Now And Forever You Are Still The One
For Now It's Still A Sad Love Song
Until I Can Sing A New One

You Are Always Gonna Be My Love
Even If Someday You Fall In Love With Someone Else
I'll Remember To Love
You Taught Me How
You Are Always Gonna Be The One
For Now It's Still A Sad Love Song
Until I Can Sing A New One
Now Forever


Wednesday, August 06, 2003

I was confused about you before...and I know I've caused you pain. So many times I tried to deny what I felt, denied its existence because I was afraid of the outcome and I don't blame you for being a bit apprehensive about all this, but let me just reassure you that things have never been so clear to me...it's you that I want in my life...and though our situation may not be the best there is particularly with the distance between us, we will make it through...


Monday, July 21, 2003

Life takes us in many directions through the journeys we've passed and yet just as when we finally reach the point where we thought we've been through it all, we realize that we have many more ways to go. This inevitably applies to everything in life. However, the beauty of all this is that this is the impetus that keeps us going. It is the driving force that reinforces the notion of "never giving up" and although sometimes we may end up feeling that it's taking forever to get where we want to be, before you know it, you're already there...*smile*


Wednesday, July 16, 2003

Through sunshine rays and the surrounding of smiling faces filled with laughter and joy...
Emptiness still exists within me.
I've opened many doors of love,
and later found them as mere imposters.
I then came across yours with absolute doubt of its truthfulness due to the numerous obstacles I foresaw...
and later perceived with my blind eyes that what we have is genuine..
The distance does inflict great pain on this fruit that gives me life...occassionally turning the sweet juices that it pumps into utmost bitterness.
Nonetheless, the remedy of thee is what pacifies my agony.
Your love is what I live for...

-Mitos



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